Laying out my feelings i don't have right before your eyes.

I lay my life out before you.
Is this what you wanted?
Can you see the emptiness you’ve made me live through?
Can you see the self of mine that no longer exists?
Can you feel it?

Indescribable feelings cannot be put into words.
They cannot be told in speech, nor seen with the eye.
Yet, this feeling does not end.

My heart tightens; I cannot make sense of it.
Where did I go wrong?

"Tell me," you say—but what am I to tell?

I am forgetting everything; memories drip from my eyes.

No matter how shattered my heart may be, my vision remains beautiful.

This emptiness filling most of my mind weighs heavier than it should.

I do not want to wake up.
I do not understand what occupies my mind.

I do not even know myself; who are you?

I lay my feelings out before you.

What was it you wanted to see?

You cannot feel the void that you can touch.

I am falling into your non-existent feelings; deep down, I cannot feel the ground.

I lift my feet toward the air.

When I am with you, the world makes sense only when viewed upside down.