i said;
"I dont want to die before riding the ferris wheel with you."
"All i can say is i hope im so important to you that my hopes and thoughts about our future will influence your perspective, even a litte."
You know how i am. We both know whats wrong with me. We both know we are similar, yet you are still scared of life.
Of what everything can evolve to. I can understand your fear.
you said;
"In the end we will part our ways."
Maybe youre correct. Im so far from life itself but doesnt it feel even a tiny bit good to have dreams?
where we both are happy.
i know you love being alone but youre saying "what if i change my mind and want to marry someone?"
this means you already know that you dont want to be alone. We both are happy when we are in presence of each other.
I dont understand what keeps you far from admitting.
or maybe i am just dreaming
and im forever alone, again.
shit, it seems like im complaining of being alone. No, i love being alone and if it wasnt you, Z, i would want to be alone forever.
But why be alone in lonely while i can be alone with you?